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Hidden: A story of guilt and redemption

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“What have I done?” That question ran through my mind a million times, and I hoped my sister hadn’t told my parents about the night party I had sneaked out to attend. My heart was beating like a drum, and I was terrified to step out.

A few days earlier, I remembered when my older friends on campus invited me to a night party. I wanted to fit in so badly that I compromised my values to attend, knowing I would eventually have to face the consequences.

Shivering like a dry leaf, I stepped out of my room toward the place where my dad had called my name. He asked, “Where were you last night?” I stopped breathing for a second, desperately trying to think of a response, fully aware that my sister had probably informed them already.

I couldn’t speak; it felt like hot coal was in my mouth.

My dad said, “When you’re ready to talk, you know where to find me.” I walked back to my room, my mind racing with thoughts about the punishment for my actions.

I wallowed in self-doubt and guilt, spending two days in my room without eating, consumed by remorse.

Eventually, I decided I should confess to my dad and ask for forgiveness instead of drowning in the pain of the consequences.

I realized how much the Devil loves to see us trapped in a state of self-guilt, grinning in the corner as we spiral deeper into depression.

The living Word is ready to forgive your sins, no matter how many you have committed, if only you come to Him and ask for forgiveness. He will cleanse you, and you won’t feel dirty anymore.

Are you one of those who feel God can’t forgive you for your sins anymore? He is waiting for you; just go to Him and speak.